one week, 24 days and 10years... such arbitrary numbers with so much meanings.... I guess my last year's new year resolution kinda came true?? so shocking.... so unexpected yet it had been a long time coming.. a mass of contradictions but yet so right at the same time...
and yes i shld stop thinking because... well logic can never solve this shit and pointing out logical fallacies is non-applicable here. I know for sure I won't be able to tear away.. not now... so I shld just stick with it. If it makes me happy, if it fills my void.. if it stops the late night screamings.... then it must be good right? surely it must be.

moilheiv yes for now i do