mom's going crazy on me.... what's her problem... i'm watching oc.. which requires intense concentration.. and she keeps talking to me.. fine.. i pause and i talk to her.. then she was goin to go slp.. then she kips coming out of her rm to do my bedding and stuff.. and when i ask her to go slp.. she went like.. very troublesome meh? not like i ask u to do wat... i mean like WTF LA woman.. i just want u to go slp early cannot izzit? .. then i replied in my calmest voice.. like talking to lil kids..soothing calm in control.. and i said.. no u neva ask me to do.. but u do until like so much trouble like that.. just ask u to go slp only ma... then she started goin on abt not her being mang zhang(dialect.. i dunno how to translate) it's me wat with me talking to my frenz online and watching oc and all.. then i was like.. i'm not mang zhang la if i'm mang zhang would i be talking to you in this tone? it's you dunno why so angry la.. then she was like I where got angry blah blah blah.. then i was like just listen to yourself la... she wads raising her voice and all.. like seriously... chill... wtf. la... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Monthly meeting

hey guys... back from the YEC monthly meeting... i've got a post... asst.adventure something secretery.... Once i know how to bike properly.. like really really, I'll org an ubin cycling trip okay pple?... wanted to be entertainment secretery at first actually.. but well.... guees not.. hahha...nvm... The meeting was fun...(i know what you're thinking nic.. shaddup...)Now i know why nats is so into the yec thingy...it gives u a pretty good sense of involvement.... .(nic.. i know govt dog and all...)

Man u vs Chealsea now.. i hope Man u wins... but currently chealsea's leading 1-0.. .dang....

bored.. prob off to do my PI or bloghop or something....

Random thought of the day: I miss ding... really...

St nic's sports night

hmm... went for st nic's sports night today.. kena pang sehed... not angry.. a lil disappointed that's all...

it was pretty cool.. actually i went for the cheer leading.. pretty cool.. yellow house one was good... then pet emily nat they all went ard sch looking for teachers... i walked ard super boliao with them... then cam whored a bit.. they got a fricking big canteen! when they went to the staff rm to find teachers.. i waited outside.. ran out in the rain.. watch the yellow house scream their bombing cheers... twriled ard a lil then ran back in again.. i know random.. but i have to satisfy my urge to go out and feel the rain. .I love rain btw... i love the pittar patter of it... the heavier the better... the best is it drenches you to the skin... i love the way it sorta cleanse you (i know its actually much dirtier)... i love the the smell of the earth when it rains... i love taking pictures of rain.... I LOVE RAIN (no pet.. not the korean one.. tho he's pretty hot)okay.. random again....then i left at abt 6.45... went home...kept listening to 'catch your wave'.. love that song... throws my emo spirits all away...

looking forward to monday... maybe i'll learn inline skating properly this time.. hahhaha... bye pple... wooo.. yec meeting tml... lallala... no life...



Listening to i love rock and roll


Random thoughts of the day :i want danish meatballs~

Life endangerment

this is an update cuz i fear my life will be in danger due to my dear nutball fren NATS (pardon the bad puns).. hence forth i'll update.. my life is pretty stagnant after the harbour park thingy.. (go see nats's blog and vid blog for details) so i'll plonk down random thoughts i gues....

today for some oddball reason, i was reminded abt me and nic last year... we were supposed to have syf rehearsal and on that pretext we cut class real early and was supossed to meet ding and nats.. but end up they couldn't cut class til much later... since me and nic have like 2 hours of 'break' before the rehearsals starts(mind you we both are doing back stage... god knows what the crew is doing there when the cast is not) we decided to slack at the hall.. then we realised we were kinda obvious that we cut class if we get caught there cuz the damn big hall just had the 2 of us sitting at the stage steps looking like idiots... so we decided to move backstage.. and nic took out this Anthony robbins book called "awaken the giant within " I tink and he began reading it... thus leaving me to entertain myself... I then promptly moved to the side stge to sleep glamly on the table( i dun mean head on table or something like that.. i mean lie on my back on the table with my arm as my cushion) Miraculous i tink i managed to grab 45 mins of slp or something.. results: my left arm went numb and i tink my butt went numb too... and o ... my left side of the face too... i tink i suffered a mild stroke or something slping on that cursed table.....

there... told u it was random.. the thought suddenly popped into my head during break when i was sleepily resting my head on my bio notes and before petrina(my class) attacked me with her ice cold hands due to the mango ice blend.....
seee.. told you it was random~ (i seemed to have said that before) but it was nice... the memory of cuz.. not the being attacked...


who wants to go watch grease?????

FFX
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hg1cW41ogRI&feature=Favorites&page=4&t=t&f=b
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BA4lfktT9BQ&feature=Favorites&page=2&t=t&f=b

vids... of songs... you ca nwatch even though u've never played before... first one is sadder... and i finally got to check out High school musical yes.. i know.. kass... but hey.. better late than never... it's nice!....

and yes.. you can tell i'm bored... 2nd post in abt an hour or so.....

Die young and live forever

bite me and live forever
doomed to roam the darkness together
amongst the living we have to live
never breathing as we speak
they seek immortality through angel's light
we are immortals only in the night
gift of flame, wings of flight
we're meant to shun the light
tears of blood,tongues of snakes
the human pain will leave you once you take
exchange of blood infusion of soul
an intimacy once unknown
lips to neck neck to lips
the deed is done woe and behold
thoughts are closed, never to be known
gone were the intimacy of the souls
the human death will be over soon
and our cursed existence will never be alone.

bored... inspired a lil by Lestat.. actually a lot... not as well as i expected it to be . but i guess it will do for now.

AUGUST BABY
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

found it on steff's blog.. oddly accurate for some parts.. and not so for some liker the charming or beatiful part.... not that strong willed nor independent tho my classmates do complain i'm always disappearing (leaving them halfway w/o informing anyone of my whereabouts) and i'm always goin to the canteen alone....not that self confident...nor revengeful.. well at least not now... too lazy to be revengeful unless u really provoked me.. but not really possible unless you're a moron but then again morons can't read right?by morons i mean pple who have a perfectly normal IQ and acts like an animal... (i have no patience with them) The rest rather true....

tt's all today...
have a good friday one and all (all puns intended)

haiz.. behind time and falling back on my work.. i'm gonna get detention soon... hahhahha

What makes a man strong


The strength of a man isn't in the width if his shoulders but in the width of the arms that circle you.

The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice, but in the gentle words he whispers.

The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has, but how good a buddy he is with his kids.

The strength of a man isn't in how respected he is at work but how respected he is at home.

The strength of a man isn't in how hard he hits, but how tender he touches.

The strength of a man isn't in the hair on his chest but in his heart that lies within his chest.

The strength of a man isn't in how many women he has loved but in how well he loves one woman.

The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift but in the burdens he can carry.

saw this at the new paper.. just wanted to share...

Saturday slacks?

went for achviement night last night.. got into a spot of trouble.. it's all my fault.. stupid... it was er.... er... interesting? lol.. you get the idea... the drama wasn't that bad... yet.... ya corny, but not that~ bad... honestly speaking i was expecting 10 times worse... was realy fun to be back and be with the group... the dudes were camwhoring.... had dinner at 110 with jes and the grp... on my way back met quan.. talked for a while.. ya.. stuff... din really say much.

Today, overslept and only woke up when pet called me. was going to cab down to TPY but i was reaching khatib, pet msged to say they were still waitin for doug so i got off at khatib and took the mrt down with them... went to the old pple's houses... It really stank (no offence) but i guess they can't really help it... i felt really really sorry for them and stuff.. cleaned and sweated for 1&half hours? lol.. then waiting for the fumigation and we ate and sat ard and talked and got to know some new people. Not too bad la.. I survived... but my bag & I stank like siao~ and i kept whining abt it haha.... went to lunch at macs at tpy with pet, doug, and doug's classmate (deena? i dunno how to spell).... the service there sucks to the core... i'm neva eating there ever! was talking abt comics and stuff.. on the way to the mrt me and pet bought these really cute and nice earrings @ $1 each pair.. It was a steal! (figuratively of course... we paid) then we went to doug's house! IT's damn cool! full length window and all... rooms were small but really nice.. i like it lots! though walking past the red light district was kinda freaky... the place was really nice man... his mom was there... haha... we were supposed to study there but in the end didn't really do much... we moved from the living rm to his sis's rm which was empty but the colour coo-rdination was really warm ... love it! esp the curtains.. the view from his house is superb.. Doug dragged in the tatami mat and we were making ourselves so comfortable that in the end we barely did much and we started playing "eye spy" lol... i lost of course... i was semi-blind and i sucked at tt game.. lol... then we had mock clubbing.. no stereo though.. * yes we were really boredthen we played truth.. was pretty okay hahha....

can't remember much now since this post is one day late (yes today is sunday.. i changed the date).. but overall pretty cool day.. comfortable.. i can just imagine the stars the night the platform.. comfy pillows.. and just talking the night thru with them... kinda like the grp.. more peaceful one.. hahha

lousy drinker

got semi-drunk last nite.. sorta.. for a while... lousy drinker... was super duper red... my body was all red too.. my legs my hands my face... my whole body was radiating heat... my eyes were bloodshot... then.. er.. i was still walking straight.. talking fine.. just a bit high.. i tink if i ever get drunk, i'll be a very noisy drunk... was drinking and bbq-ing.. just had a little drink... din drink for too long le.. alcohol tolerance gone down the drain.. was feeling unwell in the car.. came back home and puked... felt a lot better after puking... then my bro insisted i stank like some alcoholic... so i went to bathe... cold shower never felt so good.. cleared my head up immediately.. and no more drunk me.. hahha... no fuzzy feel no nothing... then went to sleep... nice sleep.. blissful contented sleep... woke up with nothing.. no hangover nothing lalalla.... tt's all.... quick update...