i just threw my brother's jersey outa the window. reckless. i honestly tot tt it'll remain on the bamboo poles but it fell thru the cracks. It disapeeared wasn't therew when we went down. mom screamed at me. she keeps telling my brother not to play such games with me that i'll kill him with a chopper if i get mad? then something along the lines of me having no brains and is too rash. o wells. but i still found it a lil amusing that my mom thinks 'm a potential pyscopath. lols

i should be busy. i should be studying i should be managing time.
but i'm lazy and have excuses and i insist that being emo distracts me and that tv shows are evil and they out evil ideas in your head.
need to study....

I've adopted a bunny!!!! wanted to adopt an elephant but they dun have. o wells but the bunny's blue, my elephan-ny. <3 hahha. tml's RHD yay dress up and cam whoring but a lot of barang brang to carry to school >.<

and OoTP wasn't that bad. just a different take. the fight was disappointing though. I hate it when they used the wrong spells. levicorpus is to hang someone by thier ankles not blast them away. sigh sigh. but i'll still rate it 6.5 outta 10. :D

I somehow feel like I'm detesting myself more now. no not because of the bitching. I'm ok with that because i dun see it as backstabbing because i made it clear that i do not like her. herefore i'm not a hypocrite therefore it is all in order with my principles. it's something else.
I dunno why he keeps coming into my life in the past few weeks like wanna meet up and stuff.. k maybe i do know cuz he said he missed me and her lots. fine. but i dun wanna meet him? i dunno why. then i keep finding reasons to push it away. no. it's stil ltrue that i dun have time to meet up anymore. but somehow everytime i reject him it feels like an excuse to me... i dunno is it because i look down on him? i definately hope not because that would make me a snob and forget where i come from. maybe because i was determined to let him outta my life? but if so then i shouldn't have called him to wish him. but it was the decent thing to do.then why? maybe because i just want us to be acquitances now. not even friends? because i felt that he has never known me? idunno. or could it be that my need for him has ceased to be. therefore I no longer want him in my life? Idunno. I'm confused. or maybeI just wanna move on and I have accepted the fact that 'm going to grow old by myself therefore i must be independent? maybe. cuz that would explain my detachment from everyone recently. even if you haven't noticed. maybe... It's just me and novelty. maybe i'm just not meant to have something for very long, i just need change, jsut a matter of time before i grow tired. maybe...maybe not.

OMG this week can only get better!!!

PE today, my class played frisbee! damn hilarious. Ilove my class they are like super funny la :D
went to eat cartel with tim, doug emi pet ali and nat today. <3
Saw YVVONE TODAY!!!! i missed u girl!
WENT FOR R. Gym comp.
it was super super super good. the pressure was so intense omg. damn scary! then i saw kass. and i hugged her. and i sat there watching all the other pple. then i prayed for her and AHHH! she was damn good! She said she screwed up her clubs though(i didn't see) BUT BUT buT! she got 2nd for ribbon. and even though she screwed up clubs, SHE CAME IN ALL ROUNDER CHAMPION!!!! I'm super super proud of her. ALL the hard work and the injuries she endured it was all worth it!!!
It was damn touching when she did her ribbon routine, i teared a. then like many pple cried including her. hahah. SO SUPER PROUD OF HER :D. KASS YOU ROCK! <3<3

*edited*
so i finally got my lazy ass on the comp and corrected my typos. and kass, I was touched because I know how hard you worked for this, because i know the pressure you must have placed on yourself esp after your clubs routine. and I know how much you really really deserved it. And i was super proud of you out there and i could feel that you really placed yourself whole into your performance. And I know that you can definately do it. That's why i was so touched. because you really really deserved it. that's why.

peter, i agree with you a 110%.
yes. the bitches and bastards and sluts. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. like i said to my friends a gaziliion times today. Even if you dun respect us as seniors, where is the respect for a normal fellow human being? What about respecting yourself as a normal human person huh? please dun think just because you're smarter you can be so full of yourself and get away with playing everyone. We are not dumb and in Cj everything SPREADS like wildfire. THE TRUTH will always come out and everything comes around full circle. so remember that before you do anything.


so whatever happened to integrity, trust, respect, morals and principles?


Il mio cuore si è rotto quando lo ho visto gridare oggi.
Sono stato frantumato da dentro. Ho tremato con lui ed il mio cuore ha
gridato o lui.

yea.. i'm emo.. and no i'm not gg to be nice to that lil SLUT ( i love the way this word just rolls off the tongue.)
i'll slap her if she ever touch me again she fake pretend pos.

on a whole other note. ADOPT-A-BIN project. PETg and i decided to be totally involved this year and adopt a bin and paint it and parade it! yupyup. we are gg to adopt a bin. a YEO QUAN BIN! haha. there we called dibs first :D lols.

school's been ok. yup. tt's all. off to do gp project and finish chem. yea i know. who knew this day would come huh? lol.

Sentosa was fun fun fun. cept tt i'm all burnt and hurting now. ow.


time's running out..