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Tuesday, June 20, 2006,

A trip to the gardens of Seoul in the land of the durians

Just came back after having lunch with The Group and yusmaradonna and free frag aka Iman...

super funny.. lil tiring... will update more later... nida go bathe first and then on to my yec meeting.. >.< (shaddup nic).. will update if i have time in between or after the meeting.....

damn.. I'm frigging full.. and i feel fa t.....

I miss hanging out with the group..

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Warning: wall of text


just came back frm yec meeting... watching wc now. .germany 2 nil.. halftime...

me ding and nic was supposed to meet at suntec at 1... then sch ended unexpectedly rearly for me so i decided to meet up with them at yishun. so after waiting ard and all.. got news that nats is joining us.. so met him at the platform... time 1+... then he forgot his Nokia party invite so we trooped back down Woodlands... he went home.. me nic and gary went to kfc to basically sit down talk nonsense... funny crap... i miss ding's retarded remarks and nic's evil cynism.... then frm there we met up with Iman. .and we had to wait for yusmar cuz we decided to eat as a whole grp... met yusmar at first cabin (qoute of the day: becuz first cabin reaches city hall first... >.<) time : 2.44.. late for our original plans by 1 hr and 44 mins... then frm there we went to Seoul Garden and had this magnifique window seat.. rocks.. can see the esplanade every single time i looked up.. man i missed that place...

We had so many plates of meat!!!! we finished everything of course.. then ice cream.. I couldn't stop laughing thru out our whole 2 hr plus there... lol... courtesy of the company there... cynical remarks unique brand of humour...god i've been away frm it for so darn long... With them.. i dun have to say a single word... hahhaha.. witty banters all ard me.. and then the classic awkward silence when nic kills the convo.. OMG CLASSIC! Super hilarious.. we were at the platform then.. god.. i fell to my knees laughing.... then awkward silence at one pt of the meal when suddenly we quitened down and then from the radio : I swear I dun have a fourth nipple!... .OMG loud and clear... we burst out laughing immediately... the whole place was filled with our laughter... LOL...

then we went to get ice cream.. yusmar and gary was running all the way there.. then gary picked up this scoop which handle was covered with pepermint ice cream... he held it and he dropped it.. and he was screaming "cold cold!" jumping abt and not washing his hand lol... later on, Iman came and he saw the ice cream top wasn't closed so he said eh some one neva close then he went to close it.. Then guess what? He opened it again to get his ice cream! *doof*.. LOL...

ahhhh.. super funny day.. i left at abt 5.20.. left early.. then went home... hilarious day.. never a moment of peace... loved every minute of my time with them.. Went home feeling so full i can barely move.. so for dinner i just drank soup... then went to the yec meeting.. late...

meeting today had the lowest turnout... and i have a loser post? lol.. lesser of both evils i guess.. social development secretary... seriously have no idea what i'm supposed to do.. i mite be doing the masquerade nite.. if it pulls thru... sigh sigh... up for some weird stuff which totally clashes with the straits times CIP thingy... sux... then after the meeting we celebrated Issma's b'day. .hehe... then came back home...

germany match three nil... 59 min now
I shld be studying or panicking... but then again I'm me....
Qoute jingwen: Serena, I think u damn cool lei...
Me: why?
JW: ntg la.. just think you damn cool..
Me: Cuz I damn slack rite?
JW: (without hesitation) ya....


lol.. i 'll end this wall of text with that to let you guys ponder on.. lol...

11:19 PM

Monday, June 19, 2006,

i'm bored.. decided tosteal some tests from steff's blog and do before i plonk myself to finish my maths assignments....



GIRLIE test

[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] during the summer pretty much the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[x] my favorite toy as a child were barbies
[ ] my favorite color is purple
[ ] i did Gymnastics
[ ] i love skirts
[ ] hollister is my favorite place to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] i love chocolate
[x] i've never had a real job
TOTAL: 3

[ ] my hair is straightened
[x] i have at least 8 friendster pictures
[ ] i usually go shopping once a week
[x] i love to hang out with friends
[ ] i have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace
[ ] i've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] i've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ] i have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[x] i watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] i change my icon weekly
TOTAL: 3

[ ] i wear a shower cap
[ ] i would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
[x] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] i wear mascara everyday
[x] i've been or am on a diet
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] i don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[x] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] i have gotten my nails done
[ ] i own over 10 purses
TOTAL: 3

[x] MTV is one of my favorite channels
[ ] all i want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] i love to have other girls do my hair
[x] i give and receive hugs from all my friends
[x] i hate bugs, snakes, lizards, spiders
[x] carnivals are so fun!!
[ ] summer is THE best season
[ ] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[x] im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ] painists are so hot.
TOTAL: 5

[ ]you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and i'm all yours
[x] i am self-conscious.
[ ] i cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla
[ ] my dishes get washed more then once a week
[ ] i don't do sports
[ ] i HATE to run
[ ] i squeal when i am surprised or angry
[ ] i eat dried fruit as a snack
[x] i love romance novels
TOTAL: 2

[x] Drew Barrymore is so cute
[ ] i dance a lot
[ ] i usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[ ] i only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] i love to get dressed up.
[x] every part of my outfit needs to match
[x] i talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] i would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[ ] price on clothes hardly matters
[ ] i apply lip gloss 50 times a day
TOTAL: 3

[ ] i wish i were a model
[ ] i wish i could meet Paris Hilton to slap her --->(slut!)
[ ] i have been something that was slutty on halloween
[ ] i own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] i pop my collar
[ ] i like to be the center of attention
[x] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x] horses are beautiful
[x] i'd rather not pay attention in school
TOTAL: 3

[ ] cats are adorable
[x] i write my own music/song/lyric
[x] i would love to visit Hawaii
[x] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] white is better then black
[ ] i wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[ ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] i hate the grunge look of a beard
[x] i love to read gossip magazines
[ ] i love to gossip
TOTAL: 4

[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders, posters as a kid
[ ] i love Celine dion
[ ] My bubble baths ar e 2 hr long
[ ] my wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] my friends and i are in a strict group. we mostly only hang out with each other
[ ] i like kids
[ ] diet drinks are the best
[ ] im all about being vegetarian
[ ] i refuse to eat at McDonald's
[ ] i check my friendster everyday.
TOTAL: 0

[ ] i LOVE life!
[ ] i have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] claires has cheap jewlery
[ ] my screen names have x's in them -
[ ] either one of my friendster profile has/had <3 in them
[ ] i would never want to be the opposite sex
[ ] it's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[ ] i have more than 3 pillows on my bed
[x] i have a stuffed toy sleeping beside me
[ ] i love tidy and clean places
TOTAL: 1

I'm 26% girlie. lol.. can so afford to go OTT on my 'girlie' endeavours then.. lol

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SO FAR IN 'O6 I HAVE
[x] broken a promise
[x] made a new friend
[ ] fell in love
[ ] fell out of love
[ ] done something you swore never to do
[x] lied
[ ] stole
[x] went behind your parents back
[x] cried over a broken heart
[ ] disappointed someone close
[x] hidden a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] got arrested
[ ] kissed in the rain
[ ] slept under the stars
[ ] gotten in a fight
[ ] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[ ] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[x] drank myself retarded
[ ] lost someone close to you
[ ] been to the hospital
[x] gotten closer to someone
[ ] streaked
[x] cried over someone
[ ] broken up with a gf or bf
[ ] given up something important to you
[ ] talked on the phone all night
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] made a total fool of myself
[x] met great people


60 things abt me.. well almost...
What time are you starting this? ::
-- 20.27

2.Date of birth? ::
-- 04 08 89

3. Height? ::
-- 159

4. Eye color?
-- Black (sigh)

5. Where were you born? ::
-- Singapore

6. No of candles on ur last bdae cake?
-- 16

7. Love someone so much it made you cry? ::
-- yes

8. Favorite day of the week? ::
-- Wednesday

9. Favorite ice cream flavor? ::
-- Double choc (gelato)

10. Warner Bros. or Disney? ::
-- Disney.

11. Favorite fast food restuarant? ::
-- BK? Double mushroom swiss wins hands down anyday

12. Carpet color in your bedroom? ::
-- no carpet...

13. Whom did you get your last email frm? ::
-- alicia

14. What do you do most often when you are bored? ::
-- daydream

15. Bedtime? ::
-- dependent... varies..

16. Last person you went out to dinner with? ::
-- er.... family?

17.Been out of country? ::
-- yup!!!! not this year that is.. sigh *wails*

18. Believe in magic? ::
-- yea

19.What are you listening to right now? ::
-- the sound of my keyboard

20. Do you have a crush on someone? ::
-- nope

21. Do you have a bf/gf ? ::
-- nope

22. what is his/her name?
-- -er... kim jae joong *swoons* LOL... refer to above question

23. Hw long have u been together? ::
-- - gee.. i said no already.. lol

24. What are you wearing right now? ::
-- t-shirt and shorts

25. Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? ::
-- ew.. neva

26. What are your favorite colors? ::
-- Red black white

27. What is your favorite animal? ::
-- horse

28. Do you have any birthmarks? ::
-- nope.. all scars are due to carelesness

29. Who do you talk to most on the phone? ::
-- nathan.. lol

30. Do you get online a lot? ::
-- yes.

31. Are you shy or outgoing? ::
-- outgoing!

32. Do you hate school? ::
-- sometimes...

33. How easily do you trust people? ::
-- too easily for my own gd....

34. Do you have a secret people wld be surprised knowing? ::
-- er... can't remember... lol.. maybe .. i dunno..

36. Do you drink a lot of water? ::
-- nope.. unfortuantely

37. Do you have a cell phone? ::
-- er.... of course?

38. Who do you look up to? ::
-- where do i start... er... michael?lol... and dunno...

39. Are you a role model? ::
-- never! role model on how to pon sch then yes... lol
40. Do you like taking pictures? ::
-- yup

41. Do you get annoyed easily? ::
-- sometimes.. depends tho...

42. Do you have any siblings? ::
-- 1 brother

43. Do you get along with your parents? ::
-- er... sometimes?

44. How do you vent your anger? ::
-- er.. scream and shout.. curse and rant... abuse my pillow anyhow draw on paper.. .various mtds...
45. Have you ever ran away? ::
-- nope

46. Do you daydream a lot? :
-- without a doubt

47. Do you like getting dirty? ::
-- nope.. but i will if need be...

48. Describe your looks? ::
-- plain normal.. random face in the crowd...

49. If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what
-- Red

50. Would you ever date someone younger than you? ::
-- never

51. Would you ever date someone older than you?
-- er.. dunno..

51. How many rings until you answer the phone? ::
-- asap.

51. last no u dailed?
-- lynette?

52. Do you have a best friend? ::
-- yeah.

53. Have you ever wanted to die? ::
-- yes.

54. Have you ever cried in public? ::
-- yes.

55. What is your worst fear? ::
-- i dunno actually.. i guess it will come when it comes...

56. Do you have a favorite quote? ::
-- current fav. provided by pet's sis : men like to fight but women ruled anyway

57. Do you have any regrets? ::
-- who doesn't?

58. If you got one wish, What would you wish for? ::
-- everything will go exactly my way?

59. What do you need now? ::
-- to pass my myes.. and promos.. and money.. and a shoulder (if u geddit u geddit.. if u dun.. well too bad)...

60. What time is it now? ::
-- 20.40hrs
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pah... now to do maths.. why am i not looking forward it?

8:23 PM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006,

Finally finish watching HYD... eyes very tired now.. cried at the last few parts... so like a girl right? guees what? news flash.. I AM A GIRL lol.. it was gd... but so darn short everything was so squahed into 9 episodes... but minus the typical idol dorama flak.. it wsa pretty gd.. heart rending even.... ~^^

woke up at abt 12 15pm today?!!! was watching brazil match and HYD so only went to slp at abt 5.. Mom went ballistic went she came out at 5 and saw me watch HYD.. lol... told her i was watching soccer .. which was still quite true... had a weird convo with nic abt the brazil match lol. .cuz his was lagging by 4 mins so i couldn't spoil anything for him.. hhahha... ^_^v

guess what? exams coming soon in about 10 days or so.. and guess what? i haven done anything.. >.< so screwed... so super screwed......

i'll attepmt to go clean up my rm now and perhaps try to study a little?



sigh... still feeling heart ache after HYD.. sigh..lol

2:18 PM

Thursday, June 01, 2006,

It's FaRnI hOw @ 12, I tOt I kNeW hOw De WoRlD wOrKz. I tHoUgHt I kNeW eVeBrItHiN aBt Lub AnD AlL.

@ 13, i thought i knew even more and i laugh at how childish i was 12 in my diary.. saying how childish i was

@14, i found my footing in school, I knew who what where but i was pretending i knew the world

@ 15, I had a painful slap in the face about my ignorance, abt two faced people abt friendship and all.. I learnt, I grew... I loved... perhaps... perhaps...

@16, i knew what love is however one sided and all.. and what is sacrificing for it.. or... at least i think i know... I looked down at my 12 years old self and other 12 years old dismissing them as kids.

@ 17, i thought i could be alone, live alone, stay alone, independet of anybody and everybody.i finally realised I know nothing of the world and my ignorance gets in my way everyday. I look back at my 12 years old self and think
WHAT A LIAN!
:P lol

8:56 PM