BLEAH

omg man.. skipped school today.. got a little bit of reading done.. trying to work on my pw now... have been returning extremely late recently due to drama.. shan't complain cuz i see people with more workloads and they go home later.... can't take the nagging from my parents.. grr... and my bro.. know it's for my own good but heck...



Guys.. If you all are free on the 31st of August wanna catch a play? Cjc drama club is putting up a production "the panoticon" from 7.30 pm to 9 pm... It's like a thriller based play.. kinda... tickets are selling for 5 bucks each... pay double and we give you one free LOL... contact me if you guys are interested... maybe we can grab drinks after the production or something lol....


yea.. i'm not acting... doin makeup& a lil bit of props.. lol... but the play is pretty cool.. seriously and objectively speaking....

I scare myself sometimes.. esp during yesterday's morning prayer and during eve's monologue... very vivid images... had to stop and breathe... need to not be alone...

Should I Stay
By Dreamz FM

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…

He is extremely sweet....












damn emo now.. not jealous.. just sad....




guys... dun ask.. dun call.. i won't explain....
if you guys really want to know/ know me well enough.. it's available online and is held close to my heart..

A lazy sunday

blogging from my bro's Ibook.. dude's got freaking windows xp installed in his mac... god the world has gone and turned itself topsy turvy...

anyways pretty lazy sunday.. didn't really accomplished muc... realise that time is slipping away too fast once again and i can't be able to get my lazy ass up and grab it.... Went to K box and shopped with Jes and Angie yesterday.. was pretty fun... thanks guys really needed that break...

Today i Finished reading the book that natalie lent me "The Pact" was a damn good book which captured my emotions... I was entralled by it... I had to take some time to get myself and my emotions together after finishing it.. yea it was that powerful... I wasn't ready to immerse myself into another book yet.. head was still swimming with the images the words conjured up in my mind... God I'm a utter wreck when it comes to books like this... sigh.. curse? or just overly emotional... whatever... I'm doomed the way i am anyway...

watched tokyo drift...fell asleep halfway through it... that says so much about the plot and acing doesn't it? need to watch again... apparently i missed out on the best drifting... sigh... So pretty much of my day is gone well actually it's all gone i'm left with the night now..gotta go bathe complete my differentiation and do my chem tutorial... sigh

leave me alone to the darkness that consumes me...
the light will never find my eyes again
blood pulsing through my veins
as i grow cold and old
and finally wither in the swirling depths of your heart.

Hey guys.. sorry for my lacklustre posts recently.. leaving lotsa room to imagination.. but ask and you shall recieve.. so i wun elaborate..

sorry guys if i seemed not so happy today. .it's the bad hair day i tell ya.. my classmates should know.. i spent the whole of today's lessons whining about how bad my hair sucked....


soo.... today i finally joined the ranks of 17 year olds.. old fogey as petrina so nicely reminded me... lol... so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

a huge thank you sppeech here for everybody who wished me a happy birthday :
yong ming, yong quan, angie, yvonne, Arch, pei yu, Mohnish, Natelie,Steph choy, Steff lui, Corina, Alicia, Marian, Amanda, Daryl, Qazim, Fabien,Hana, Anthea,Douglas et cetera...

Next on:
Pet for the touching letter.. thanks girl it was damn touching.. i loved it... tears almost rose up to my eyes... yea it was that sweet and touching..
Emily for nearly being late cuz you were printing out my photo. .shhahathanks girl now i got a super big unglam shot to remind me of all the unglam times i have. hahha.. thank you seriously
Fiona, Lynette, Kahming,Anisha for rousing the class into a birthday song and then giving me an elephant *winks winks* lol....
Pris for giving me a birthday hug and telling me you'll give me more pw as presents...
Pet tan for not bullying me but instead suaning me the whole of today and for drawing the class card...
The whole of 1T31 for writing in the card and hana too hahhaha.... the card really made my day... thanks guys.. you guys rock...
last but not least.. Nats for giving me a gold tragically l337 keychain with our picture, that was pretty cool.. but i still think your tie is ugly muahahha... It was a really sweet gift too.. thanks dude...

al in all thanks guys... sorry if i left anyone out.. too tired.. splitting headache... xoxo

Something's in the air....
Could it be?

*proceeds to shoot it down and stab and destroy it vindictively*

hahha... i may want it.. but i sure ain't gonna get it so fuck it.. LOL *grins*