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ok. tt's the string of words in my mind right now. go figure.

hello, today was a shitty day bring over turned good :D
hahah have i mentioned that my imagination's been on a hyperdrive recently?
that's not good AT ALL! Imagination hyperdrive not just kills, it OVERKILLS!
so yes, happy to announce that Serena is now slightly back in to reality and her head's not in the clouds so much anymore. so I'm fine. and I made a decision today. I think it's an opportunity but we'll see...
right now i'm in debt >..< LOL
ok totally random post.. hahha

quote of the day : Believe the unexpected.

6 years already, still can confuse me with a snap of ur fingers.
sigh. maybe like what she said, it's not the chapter's not closed...it's just not closed properly.
it's been a long time since i needed, it has long turned into i want.
but do you know me? do i know you?
I long thought i had you memorized. but i didn't.... thinking about it. u and i know nothing of each other.
you know i love weird stuff. but what else? do you know my fav. colour?
do you know what i like to eat?
what i like to do?
what books/movies i like?
do you know how i live?
do you know how much i had to go thru? to get over you?
do you?
do you know me?
I dun think so.
now for me.
do i know ur fav. colour?no
do i know what things you like? vaguely
do i know how you lived? yes.
do i know what book/movies you like? no
do i know your favourite songs? i used to.
do i know who you liked? yes
do i know how you behave and will react? yes.
do i know you? somewhat?.. maybe...
this is what i was afraid of... maybe after all this time.

So i finally turned 18. :D here's a list of crazy things I've done during my 'youth'
1) ho perforato la mia pancia
2) I cursed at a teacher
3) I accidently punched someone in the face at P5 and he bled. >.< (ACCIDENT)
4) Starfalling at the quadrangle at drama camp in front of all the band people and others.
5) Throwing my brother's jersey out of the window.
6) Acting like a KIng Kong for 100 metres( drama camp)
7) going out in the rain and acting like idiots with natelie and doug (CJ does stuff to you)
8) Mass breakdown at the 5th storey staircase with kass, pet g, pett, nat, emi. the boys were there handing out tissues haha.
9) overnight conferences with the group on school nights.
10) being pushed to take a photo with mr. green hula hoop.

tadah! ok. tt's all i think. c'est la vie!