I feel unreal.... fake.. plasticky... not in tune... whatever... i feel unreal...

emo-ey now.. maybe it's just pms.. who cares..
i can last thru 18 months...

CJ PE

developing a serious love hate relationship with cj's PE.. love the exercise tt i'm actually getting.. sorta... well at least the running part... some parts of the work out.. Grand stand sucks period.. hating the fact tt i felt absolutely sick to my bones and actual blacking out afterwards... hate the feel of vomit... hate the feeling of dying...seriously.. i ain't kidding... lynette said i looked like i was dying.. Hate the feeling of shivery legs non-stop... hate the feeling of being weak.... I know... in the long term, the hating part will wear off as i'll be lots fitter... can't wait for that to happen.. meantime i just have to grit my teeth and get thru this.. Elena actually told me to try not to die when i met her just before PE.. hhaha...

COOL 17!!!
Happy birthday ALICIA!

yes, this entire post is dedicated to the lovely and beatiful miss alicia
Today marks a day of celebration of the birth of our sweet lovable giggly cute friend/ex-T1-ian ALICIA!
Even though we've only known each other for wat.. nearly 3 months?? I find myself really attached to her.. She's fun and cool yet really sweet too!.. She doesn't raisins.. She likes rock! She's not ditzy.. She's funny and someone whom u can really share ur secrets and thought with! Rock on Alicia!

so for such a sweet girl, we decided to really commerate her birthday.. unforunately.. school ended at different times for all of us today.. and our breaks all clash.. (sucks) so we had to do it in the morning!(which everyone was late for lol)so we had a make do kinda thingy...

so early in the morn... we gathered... and doug made this superbly nice card for Alicia.. Petrina, Douglas, Kassandra, Dan, BiQi, Turaiya, michelle and me bought this huge bear for her!.. it was darn huge la.. It was so cute to see her carry the bear! LOL.. Then we sang her a birthday song... in eng then chi.. wanted to do it in other languages but no one else knew how to already lol...den this uncle came up to alicia and handed her this char siew pao... and said happy birthday.. so funny la!!! hahhaha then came assembly shucks....


then after her lessons ended at 4, she came outside Hana's class (which was beside mine) and Hana was really loud and enthu and sang her a b'day song... which my class Enthusiastically joined in(in the midst of our chem lesson haha)!...(maybe my class ain tt bad.. haha)

O well, For our dear sweet and nice Alicia.. Happy 17th birthday! May you stay cheery always! Always smile cuz you have a beautiful smile... ROCK ON!!!

Test given on kass's blog


Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hmm... pretty true except for the mature part.. i still think i'm rather naive... the rest rings rather true.. o well up to u guys to decide....

Tribute

When i first came to cj.. i remembered hating it... almost all the Ai girls hated it... culture shock and all.. dun ask me how.. maybe because everyone here are in big cliques and we were alone... maybe because we were too used to having a rojak of launguages and dialects and vulgarities and bengs and lians and mats and minnas around us and we find this place too posh and snobbish.. i dunno...

then after first 2 days, we got seperated into our class... everybody was so quiet then... we played a very silent whacko along the corridor... everyone was so soft that the pple from the other end couldn't hear their names...(look at us now.. hahha)
And how we only have 5 guys and all...


We joined 3 benches in the middle of the canteen to form one long bench... to all eat together.(we still do that sometimes) i still remember the weird looks tt pple casted.. and how our facils said we were so united...but it wasn't really until the outdoor orientation did we open up more to each other...and warm up... dragon boating was fun... amazing race was interesting too...like doug said we spent one hr tasting out weird mixtures.. then we did mass treasure hunt and partner chicken dance tau huay dance, holding ball with body parts and all sorta weird stuff...i remebered talking to more pple during amazing race.. pple like doug and kass and steff and aud tan.. can u believe when i first talked to him, i thought he was the studious type?!! i know.. hahha.. he was talking to me in his deep and 'sexy' voice.. hahhaha...

We had in-school orientaion games too .. lotsa water games.. and frisbee.. we thrashed dunno which class... hahha.. and the girls suck up to the ref.. and we prayed before every subsituition... hahah Then finale nite came and everyone got high! everyone enjoyed ourselves tremendously.. The next day, we played truth or dare then went scotts food court and played "i never".. woots.. we dug some serious dirt there... from then on, we got closer as a class and i realise this class was prob the best class i have ever gotten into.. the pple here are so funny and loud.. so suanny but nice... So enthu ..even tho we still whine abt homework but everyone still handed in thiers at the very end... We eat together at every break... hold mass karaoke sessions in class, make up weird clubs like(men's talk censorship legion of booby hehe CTK Dinah's Fc etc...) play cards... doodle aimlessy on our fulscap during boring tutorials....

had fun poking at teachers' funny accents... had fun laughing at out humorous and wacky lit teachers...had fun stoning and slacking in lessons
now our class fav. break time activities include Twister


and we are also slowly turning into mahjong addicts


On monday, many of us will be seperated.. different streams different combis different schools... I'll miss either being the one who opens the classrom each morning and when the key is not with me, we'll all be stoning outside class sleeping grumbling yadder yadder.... T1, i couldn't ask for a better class than you guys... wherever we go from now, let's all still try to keep in contact k? Rockafella's on next Fri (10th)... Let's bring CJ down with our T1 spirit alrites?!! T1 rocks.. and we'll never forget...




bios coming up soon

Procrastinator...
i dun wan to do tribute today.. cuz it will get me all teary.... it's like closing a chapter...

today very slack whole day.. went steff house for mahjong again!!.. i swear we are turning into mahjong addicts.. but even with my lousy mahjong skills, i managed to hu once. hahhahahha.... but i tink i killed dan kenneth and aud with my lousy mahjong antics... and aud very funny.. i like to do very loud pongs.. and she will scream everytime i pong... hahhahaha...

today doug very nice.... he acc me to sembawang to take my documents and acc me back to cj and paid for the cab fare first.... i know u dun like pple to say it so i shan't but i just wanna tell u.. i'm really glad to have u for a friend.....
and petrina too.. who was actaully more freaked abt me than i was abt myself
and the rest of the class... kass, aud lim steff turaiya michelle dinah alicia kerryn etc... thanks guys.... for uplifting my spirits when i was down today... u guys rock...

WED MOVIE MARATHON

went to steff house today.. super big and nice k.. super comfy.. 3 storeys.. wahhhh... makes me feel so mountain tortoise... went to watch sweet november.. so sad can.. .and no i wasn't crying nearly nearly okay... hurhur... then after sweet november we watched starsky and hutch.. but tt was quite draggy mid movie everyone BTH then change to shall we dance or something.. but during the change i went to sit the swing thingy.. hahah.. so fun.. with kass douglas and kerryn.. a bee atacked douglas and kerryn.. hahah.. and the swing was slightly unstable.. hhaha.. we freaked and got off....

then came twister!!! i was the spinner... kenneth justin daniel steff michelle Kass gregory were playing... hahha.. damn awkward can... caught in the most obsene of poses la...like these.. (hehe... )




then after that play some mahjong and stuff... super funny.. then went back wif kass cuz tot she got training.. end up cancel.. the taxi driver drop us off at scgs.. erpz.. after that went back to cj to take bus back to steff's.. watched the ending of shall we dance.. funny. .then went up play mahjong again.. watch them play... hahha super fun.. i caused doug to anyhow hu.. hahha.. we were like hu hu hu.. then end up cannot.. hahha but then later we still hu.. then after tt kass bth my lousy teaching so she took over then i went to look at mimi's cards.. she pong with dong nan xi bei can... super funny!!!!! went home at abt 7.30... cabbed down to yishun with dinah and doug.. was talking abt our class in the taxi. .hurhur.. so sad can.. then i ta pao at yish coffe shop.. and doug being unusually gentlemenly acc me while i buy food and treat me to drink and escorted me to mrt station.. heheh. .thanks appreciated it a lot doug!

THURSDAY (today)
today my whole class came... FULL ATTENDENCE!!! then we watch video so sad la.. michelle sried which made me almost cry too.. .I LIKE MY CLASSS!!!!!!! then we were camwhoring the whole day... taking photos with everyone and all.. towards the end of the day i was getting really emo-oy.... decided not to join kass they all and went home with petrina... stopped at yishun for ljs sat and chatted... then went sunplaza look ard... felt better... but was overall still very moody... pah.. short entry on today cuz i have one super duper long one tml.. super long.... take u 1 hr to read okay! hahah .. nites pple....