and there's nothing I can do about it :( RAH!
I think most should know what I'm talking about.. If you don't don't ask becasue I'll go into a long angsty rant about my self-imposed kpop/dbsk updates ban. arg...
But I'll preservere because if not I'll end up spending lotsa time online doing nothing constructive >.<
I CAN"T BELIEVE THE A"S ARE COMING!!! SHOOT ME QUICK! sigh the only reason why i always divert the question when pple ask me abt my preparation is cuz I don't wanna admit that I'm so not prepared for it at all.. ARG...... SHOOT ME NOW! but there's nothing I can do except grit my teeth and go through this, so that I will NEVER EVER HAVE TO DO THIS AGAIN! rah.. angsangstangstangstangstangsttangst
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saw this on pet's blog so i decided to do this test again cuz it's been some time since i last did it.
You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an emotional person you are apt to give your all - heart and soul - to all those that show you a little affection; but take care - it would appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving yourself wide open for punishment.

Unacceptable restrictions have been forced upon you and this is resulting in severe frustration and stress. You are looking for independence and consequently you shy away from any restriction and avoid obligations of anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressure and want to escape from it so that you can obtain what you need, but unfortunately at this particular moment in time you lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this.

Trying to cope with conditions which you think are beyond your capabilities has led to considerable anxiety and stress. You now feel that you are not capable of coping with this situation and indeed any situation which could arise from what you consider to be your personal inadequacy.

neva cease to amaze me how true it is....