I'm taking part in this sleep study that will require me to sleep early for 2-3 weeks then not sleep for one whole day. lol. it's a study of sleep deprivation on the mind etc etc etc. So right now I'm wearing something called the actiwatch on my wrist and that will record activity of my movements henceforth to determine when i'm sleeping or not. so no more late nights for me.. no more camping out online. lol

on a sider note. tutorials have started. am starting to get the hang of school but I've got to not waste my free time so that I can regulate my studies and ease my last minute pile up workload. >.<

Had project discussion for japanese studies today. pretty ok group. see david and amira at bk today :) extreme happiness :) :)

I have theater practical tml which is even more joy. then stifling econs and confusing philo after that. meh.

I wanna watch the time traveller's wife. and also THE final destination. so many movies. so little time and money. I want to watch cinderella on ice too. sighs.

Had Ts today then JS. :)
Prabs came to crash school today so today prabs, yoj, saras and I headed down to spinelli's to chillax and bum around and apply for a job spontaneously. LOL
We then headed down to Raffles City SC and went to that CD shop in which we were blown away by the violin cover of smooth criminal. It was so liberating. After which a random angmoh guy freaked me and prabs out. We went into this paper product shop which was insanely awesome and I found the perfect design for Peter Pan's night sky. We then proceeded to head to an arts gallery and was blown away by the amazing pieces that were showcased.
Shortly after we took a slow long walk to substation Timbre in which I'm supposed to meet kass pet ravin and alicia. (sorry guys... sorry for not bringing my phone out :( )
Had a very very filling dinner of sinful food and a bit of drinks. (I really think I outgrew drinking... ) and after which I left early to head home.

I <3 my friends for making today so awesome *yes you too ravin* It was a nice start and an awesome finish. thank you :)

Finally got my tutorial slots. sighs.. total suck ass 5 day week. not to mention I'm in a diff ts tut group from saras. sadness.

Tuts will start next week and i will totally become a hermit pls.
I foresee me and the library being best friends

Have i mentioned how absolutely awesome it is now that i'm going to school with saras? total roxor but it will stop soon.. but i shall still bug her endlessly. and we've got ts pracs and lects tog. :)

ts practs are damn fun. the joy :)

cramps are not fun :(

having to read a book really slowly in order to process everything is not fun. and not something i'm used to. DARN U PHILO!

I miss having caramel macchiatos.. prabha~~~~ i miss u..... :( i want our hot choc~~~ and our chillax day lazing ard watching dvds

finally splat is done with.
but i would like to say how proud i am of everyone who took part in splat. We really pulled it off. It just shows that if you put your mind to it and not let your nerves beat you, you can do it. ;) especially proud of AFT cuz i know you guys are stressed with exams and are annoyed and pissed but you guys did awesomely tonight. really really well done :)
on the 29th of aug, aft will be setting up a baking booth at president's charity :0 please do come down and support :) we'll be seeling cookies and other stuff9not confirmed) it will be baked by yours truly :) and also her lovable friend who's a chef PRABHA!! (her cooking is awesome btw...)



on a side note
and i miss watching movies... :(

Met up with saras to go to school today <3
jap lang is totally killer commitment. i shudder to think what i have gotten myself into. i think my work load is going to be crazy this term. plus textbooks are totally exp.
<3 my og mates truly deeply. seeing them around school makes me smile like an idiot.
I busted 30 over bucks on taxi fare. total madness seriously.
am anxious and worried about splat.

I should totally write properly, but I'm so frigging lazy.

Anyways, I gotta admit, I'm pretty stoked about school. Sure the admin matters gets to me but i absolutely love the fact that i now can study what i wanna study. It's pretty amazing and scary at the same time. I really really wanted to stay in residences. when Saras called today to ask, i almost very nearly said yes immediately. then I remembered o wait my brother is in China I can't stay in residences. My parents will be so lonely. As it is I hardly see them since i stepped into NUS, how can i completely just up and leave into hall? sighs.

And i miss hanging out with just saras, prabs and nats. just us 4. and yoj as well. haha. where we can swing from intellectual conversation to deeply emo to bitching and just plain silly and random in a matter of minutes.

As mentioned before, I can't wait for splat to be over. like totally.

I honestly think that this month, I slept on the floor more than i slept on the bed. I've attended 3 camps one is 5 days 4 nights, one is 2 days 1 night and the last one was 8 days 3 nights. Plus my 3 day 2 night chalet which was the love btw. so yea figure that one out. lol.

The result is that I've become tanner and lost a bit of weight and my room is a lot messier and i have no idea what to do for my lessons still especially tutorial balloting. confusing stuff. o yes and i've got test papers to mark. lol

i<3 camps muchly.. met a lot of new people but still apprehensive despite intensive htht. There are certain people that I'm really interested in getting to know better but looking at my school schedule i highly doubt it is possible.

insecurites are setting in. sadly so. i miss kass, i miss pet, i miss ali... i miss my friends whom i haven't seen in ages...

I hate this production that i'm involved in and because of that i can't go for arts bash to support SPAZZY for king. sadness.

i wanna go on outings and photoshoots with me friends :( sighs.

i wanna go backpacking.
I wanna travel

i wanna be not afraid to go to school again because i'm so out of touch.