Crazy thing of my life.... i have not lived my life in vain....

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Angie's birthday

baked cookies with jes today.. a few mishaps here and there.. but it was fun... apparently nobody noticed the saltiness.. hahaha... our uber sweet cookie.. had fun doin the icing too... I'm gonna release a new line of cookies called vulgar cookies.. scribble vulgarities in icing all over the cookies.. hahahha... it looks cute btw... we made funny faces on the cookies as well and wrote eat me and puke and lotsa other stuff on the cookies.. lallala.... then went to cineleisure and passed angie her cookies.. met some of her poly mates as well... lol.... not bad la quite a fun day




What if everthing you belived in everything you thought would be.. everything you thought was true falls aprt and slaps you in the face? what if it just shatters into pieces... leaving you with nothing to hold on to ntg to see... strikes you so hard that it hurts so badly and you fall and scream and scream til you can barely breathe? what if all you ever wanted to say all you ever wanted to do, can never be.. can never come true? what if.......

Remember that i don't love you
Remember that i don't need you
Remember that our relationship is through....

Update from school

yes beacause i'm a loser with no life and er... nothing better to do while waiting for pet.. i'll do a quick update....

And no I am so not gonna talk abt my mid years.. It's something which i have officially unofficially failed [gonna be offcial in a matter of days anyway] every single crap and i mean everysingle.. no subpasses whatsoever.. then again let's not hear me whine... I'll whine after it's official MUAHA u've been warned in advance...

Yesterday went to OCS..really didn't wanted to go but it was compulsory so i dragged my butt to that place.. turns out it wasn't so bad.. helped along by the fact that we had two rather cute and friendly guides/in-charge/ whatever.. and the fact we went with miss woo our uber 'rame'home tutor/'crass'teacher... It wasn't too bad la.. bonding time with the class... and the usual bs with evident cliques and all.... but overall not too bad.. had fun taking pictures... o did i mention our guides are called: Alan. and the other is called Shuan NEUBRONNER.. no relation to Clare Neubronner.. we asked.. hahah..... okie.. pet's back.. gtg... will update again...


i'm so outta form