and to think all it takes to make me feel the light was an innocent smiley face from a friend who's trying to get me to talk abt it so i feel better and gg all the way to even want to try to persuade me to just give random words and he will do the linking himself. hahahha... all it took was this ":O it's so hard to guess!" because all i could say is cryptic words and idks HAHAHHAHAHHAHHA

suddenly it didn't hurt anymore and my empty pit disappeared. hahhahaha.....

yes sometimes I'm weird just like that.

though u will never see this but thank you sk. u saved me tonight. thank you