Philo is halfway/1/3 way done.... I just need to sit down and type more of my shit down....
Need to concentrate thought.. internet is evil evil evil... :(

and to my brother... you probably won't read this but throw whatever you have at me. throw every crazy angst filled idea at me. I can take them. cuz... They ran through me once too. but then again I'm not you.. I won't pretend that we are going through the same shit. But I can offer a fresh perspective on what seems like an issue sealed dead shut...