so last night was my exciting escapade from my house and buying beer and getting caugt and getting involved in an hour plus lecture and losing my dad's trust completely...
wow... what a rebel.... in a way i regretted it.. but i'm not complaining cuz i pretty much asked for it. so i will jsut suck it up etc.. details of the lecture... I'm not interested to reveal.... not to anybody.. cept he brought up my cousins... suicides... murder.. drugs.. and a whole load of other stuff.. and o of course his self guilt which amplified mine.
so yes... that was last night.... it was good while it lasted though.. sitting down there with yoga and with natahan on the speakerphone.. laughing about shit.. and god knows what. enjoying a weird kinda view... then talking a bit to saras prabs ganesh and colin... it was good while it lasted....
It may not be worth it...



but i needed that beer last night...