Tuesday, August 11, 2009,
I honestly think that this month, I slept on the floor more than i slept on the bed. I've attended 3 camps one is 5 days 4 nights, one is 2 days 1 night and the last one was 8 days 3 nights. Plus my 3 day 2 night chalet which was the love btw. so yea figure that one out. lol.
The result is that I've become tanner and lost a bit of weight and my room is a lot messier and i have no idea what to do for my lessons still especially tutorial balloting. confusing stuff. o yes and i've got test papers to mark. lol
i<3 camps muchly.. met a lot of new people but still apprehensive despite intensive htht. There are certain people that I'm really interested in getting to know better but looking at my school schedule i highly doubt it is possible.
insecurites are setting in. sadly so. i miss kass, i miss pet, i miss ali... i miss my friends whom i haven't seen in ages...
I hate this production that i'm involved in and because of that i can't go for arts bash to support SPAZZY for king. sadness.
i wanna go on outings and photoshoots with me friends :( sighs.
i wanna go backpacking.
I wanna travel
i wanna be not afraid to go to school again because i'm so out of touch.
9:08 PM