... to live in a country with no natural disasters
... to live in a country with social and political stability
... to live in a country which allows its citizens ample oppurtunities and freedom with responsibility
... to live in a multicultural society and be able to enjoy its diversity

... to have a home
... with a good family
... because my family is safe, in good health and is with me
... to have a supportive family
... to have minimal financial worries
... to be given the opportunity to be educated
... to be given the opportunity to travel

... with good health
... with so many true friends
... with my angels who always have my back no matter what.
... to know my best friends who made me into a better person
... to have friends who can make me happy no matter what
... to have friendship which have withstood the test of time, distance and circumstances

... to be have emotions
... to be able to feel
... to be able to laugh
... to be able to cry
... to be able to love
... to be able to do everything single thing that I've have done / am doing and will do


... with an extreme sense of empathy so that I can feel and realised that I am blessed


...because everyone whom I care about is safe...


have you counted your blessings today?

I have... and I thank everyone... and pray... and pray... that everybody else can be blessed too...
I think sometimes all of us forget how blessed all of us are... until we see someone who are not as blessed as we are... People in Si chuan, in Myanmar, in Africa,and so many so many more. I know these things are always happening in the world. I know that there's almost nothing much that we can do to stop this.. but I still feel... and I don't want to stop feeling. so that at least I know that I still have a heart and can realize how blessed I am...

so I thank all you guys... so many people throughout all my life... people who have brought me joy, tears, love, pain, laughter and sorrow... God for without Him there would be nothing, my family... my god-brothers, Angie, Jes, The group (you guys know who you are), My teachers, Kass, Alicia, Pet, Doug, Emily, Natalie, Audrey, Tim, Quan bin, Joel, Roy, Ian, Nathan, Pet tan,(we need to get a clique name haha) Anisha, Fiona, Lynette, Kahming, Hannah, Dylan etcetera etcetera...
from the bottom of my heart I thank you guys.
If I missed anybody out. I am sincerely sorry...

Dong Bang Shin Ki is instant happy pill

been bloghopping for a while... reading random stuff.. makes me realise..
I f**king hate growing up... I hate it. but I can't avoid it. so I just have to take it.
But then maybe I'm just being plain angsty because I look at some of my friends and I'm so proud of them and so happy for them. then I look at myself hiding in a denial hole. plain effing sad.
nvm.. shall leave my random angst alone now before it develops into something more.

Anyways, I finally got a bit of studying done this week. but it's really very little... shit... nvm
was studying with pet today. quite fun haha. studying with emi was fun too. been damn long since i last saw emi and nat.
Saw alex, hannah krystal at tuition on wed, hahaha.

Been obsessively fangirling over DBSK recently. especially with Kass. HAHA our fangirling cannot be bounded by continents and time differences. LOL. I <3 kim jaejoong load loads.. lol ok random fangirl comment. haha

<3<3



who is she really he seems to have lost her own battle with himself. After everything... she is still that very same person on that drawing block. still him... Was it that she didn't try hard enough? or was it that he never really put herself in front? never really used her heart and soul and everything was a pretense on a certain level. Is that why she cannot ever give? not to a hundred person without expecting something else. So many facades some of them aren't even properly sculpted. slipshod work.. gooey mess.. but at the end of it. who is he. which one of the funny masks that she adorn is him? or is there nothing but self centred sympathy? Did she even change? or is he bound and doomed from the start crippled by plain selfishness and plain fucking laziness. words... evokes emotions... truth is arbitary.... what is good what is bad what is right what is wrong? or maybe once again a self centred call for sympathy. Gone is the hardness that toughens him. gone is that ability to swallow everything and smile. gone... who is she who is he who am i who are them we dunno... really don't.

kk random LOL!

ok I jsut wrote a wall of text for kass' email and am damn drained now. so I shall kop contents from there and edit a bit here and there.
We celebrated doug's birthday yesterday. photos are with pet waiting for her to upload. I forgot to bring my camera again.
yesterday was pigging out day pls and my poor feet wanted to die. Doug was the only one who survived the walking cuz of his intense Army training.
Anyways, so me and pet met up and went to town at 11 to look for Doug's present cuz Me and aud still didn't really know what to get where as pet just needed to add on to her gift. ( In the end, Binni and I Shared cost for the book a Thousand splendid suns which binni went to buy later at borders and also this stuff toy thingy which Doug named Tralala. It's a black rice grain plushie with a super happy expression, joel and aud and pet tan kept insisting that it was phallic >.<) (Pet bought a cap plus polo tee for doug.)
Aud was supposed to meet us there but she only came at abt 12.18 cuz she waited for her dad to buy lunch back for her. So meanwhile me and pet shopped for doug's gift on our own and I did some shopping of my own too. I bought this loose brown top (must wear with another tank top inside one) and sunglasses.

Then after that Aud came and we continued the search for her gift to him. so in the end she bought a hat (which suits doug a lot btw). Then after that we walked to Somerset to meet Doug cuz me and Audrey wanted to go threading at midpont orchard. So while we were walking there Pet saw her eyecandy from church who is on his way with his friends to heeren. So she got all excited and while me and aud went for threading, she dragged Doug to go eyecandy hunting. but the irony was that she didn't spot him at heeren but me and Aud did after we went to find them after threading. The eyecandy walked out as me and aud walked in. So pet was all.. O man... rahrharhah. so we went to cineleisure in a halfhearted attempt to maybe find him again cuz me and aud were only vaguely sure of which direction he went.
At cine, we ran into emi and the twins (hannah and krystal) and cine has the bbq restaurant that DongBang endorses so they were playing non stop dong bang on the screen hahah. After fangirling (doug and aud was like?????), we went window shopping for doug's mom's mother's day gift at Cine. Then we went NYDC @ wheelock to eat and rest and wait for bins+Tim and Joel joined us there for a while. then joel left to cut hair and we went to zara to shop somemore. Then to topshop and back to zara again. then Joel came back after hair cut. Doug bought a zara bag for his mom in the end.

Then the boys suggessted tt we walked to Dhoby cuz since we cannot decide on where to eat and pub later might as well head to dhoby to eat first. more choices. So walking was obviously a super bad choice and decision cuz the girls were super tired. Pet was in heels, Aud was on her feet her whole day working the day before. PLUS the heat was terrible. the heat was my main irritant. so tempers were like flaring (more on the girls part).... but thankfully joel rocks and can calm pet and audrey down cuz he's so adorable. LOL.

So, we finally reached Dhoby. But everywhere was filled with people. so we ended up eating at bratsworth cuz got seats. LOL. pet tan joined us there. After everyone is well fed and rested, we proceeded to chijmes' Harry's bar. quite nice place plus the drinks are nice and basically just like sat there and talked as usual till 10.30 then we got up to leave. I think everyone was not in the mood to drink so we only had 2 drinks but we ate lots of fries and wedges and chicken wings there.
We talked about a lot of stupid stuff like shoot shag marry, ghosts and spirits and i dunno other stuff.. hahha then me and aud cam whored with pet's cam on the way back. so awfully tiring!!

kk wall of text ended.
hahha
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DOUG!!!
hoped you had some fun yesterday.

Happy mother's day guys. be nice to your moms today k? love love!

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=1949138

Guys, this is a forum thread about a dog with a hole in hte heart that needs our help. the dog is just a puppy almost 1 month old i think. the thread is a bit long. but please have patience and read through it. and see whether is there anyway we can help. The dogs are up for adoption as the lady is giving birth soon and they alr. have 2 dogs. (this one is a stray and have a healthy brother).

so ya... The threadstarter is quite credible la from like the rest of the entries that i see... so let's do our part?? and try to help a little wherever we can

**post edit note**
http://saveboyboy.blogspot.com/

this is a blog that the thread starter created. it have like all the updates and summary and stuff. so if cannot read the thread then this will do also ba.