Thursday, November 15, 2007,
Hello emo, my old time friend,
it's been a long time since you last came to see me. I can't say that I'm pleased to see you again. Afterall I thought I had gotten rid of you the last time, but alas fate proved me wrong yet again. It really isn't a convienient time for you to visit, but hey, not like you bothered to make reservations first. Today has been a relatively unlucky in the longest time, getting on the wrong bus, losing my jacket, breaking my earring. but I still didn't feel your presence until I talked to him. Sigh, must be the time of the year eh? Girls can be so stupid sometimes, and why can't every guy be like him. sigh. Girls are dumb... Don't deny it. But then again so are guys. So let me rephrase, Humans are dumbdumbdumpeddumbdumb. My dear friend, I wish you would leave me, the time when i would hold you close in the deepest part of me is long gone, I really don't wish to see you. But it seems that we cannot fight fate. But I'll continue being me, take me sorrows and swallow deep deep within, so deep that I can't even find it. But now, 2 paths, to indulge myself in your game, or to ignore and pray that you would leave me? I do not know... But it's ok, for even if you leave me now, I know you will come back again. It's a never ending cycle.
yours sincerely,
me
5:59 PM
