There are things that I've once sworn to take with me to my grave never to speak of it... But I forget, i always do.. that things comes around full circle. it came crawling out recently, twice.. TWICE, i nearly spilled my guts out and told everything. But how could I bear to hurt the one that i've promised to protect with all I have? How can I protect that person from everything else, yet turn around to hurt that person with the very two hands i've sworn to protect tt person with? I couldn't do it..... not now not ever.... So this time, I'm setting my foot down again.. that this matter will never past thru my lips not even til my dying day.. no matter how much of an inkling that person have, I'll never say it out.. I'll never confirm the extent of it to that person.. because I can never bring myself to hurt that person... not then not now not ever......