This is going to be a special post. If you guys know me well enough, you guys should know I'm not very good with words. But I'll try my best to convey my feelings into words.

Well, It's been almost a year since I left AI and entered CJ. Christmas came, Christmas went. And now the end of the year is drawing close. Don't worry guys, This isn't an obligation post. I'm writing this because it comes from the bottom of my heart sincerely. 2006 hasn't really been a blast.. Sure it has its fair share of ups and downs. highlights of the year includes : entering CJ and 1T01, re-entering CJ, knowing you guys and every single thign i did with you guys. My 1t31 darls, I know i haven't been fair to you guys. Honestly speaking.. i really liked being with you guys. i liked being classmates with all of you. Sure we all got off to a rocky start but it's all cool now. You guys are special to me each and everyone of you and I thank the lord above that i can be with you guys for another year and that i can whine with you guys and do lotsa stuff together as a class. Below is a list of people I wanna thank a lot. you guys mean the world to me.

But first, I'll start off with apologies. I'm sorry if I had been angry at you guys /made you guys angry at me. I'm sorry for cursing in front of/at you guys. I'm sorry if i ever took my anger out on you guys. I'm sorry if i haven't been there for you as much aas both you and I would like to be. I'm sorry that if you were down and i couldn't comfort you. I'm sorry if i ever make you worry. I'm sorry for making you guys put up with my childish acts / idiocy/ for watching me embarass myself/ for making you guys do embarrasing stuff with me. I'm sorry for making you guys cover up for me when I skip lessons... or making you guys skip lessons with me. All in all. I'm sorry.

Next up, I wanna thank you guys. *(in no whatsoever order)

Kass: My first friend when i came to CJ. You've been an amazing friend a witty and smart one not to add. You're always there when i need you, when i couldn't sleep, when i was freaking out, when i needed an insult partner, when i need someone to go AWW over something romantic or when i was just plain bored. Always bugging me to watch Ouran, which I DID finally. hahha.. I've missed you when you were away. I really did. Like i said to you before I know you have my back and just to let you know, I'll always have yours. thanks a lot. There's a lot of things i wanna say to you, but words fail me. So forgive me.

Alicia: Dear, you've been like an angel to me... I mean it. When i was an emotional wreck, when I was so emo. I always felt that I could go to you and you always did make them go away. when I'm upset, i know i can always go to you. I hope that I've managed to help you as much as you helped me. and girl, you deserve the world for being such an angel.

Douglas: Dude, I Know you don't like people to thank you but bear with this ok? LOL. You've been a great friend. I always had fun exchanging insults with you. you're always there as well though you may not always know the right things to say at the right time, but it's all good. haha. One thing I really really thank you for is this.. it may have happened some time ago but it meant the world to me. Thank you for always walking us back.. thank you for accompanying to do my appeal and waiting outside.thanks for being such a strong friend and sensible/sometimes nutty and for making me have so so much laughter. Thanks.

Petrina Goh : Woman, I have hell of a lot to tell you, I remember what you wrote in my birthday card thanking me for putting up with a girl who has the whole world to complain against.. well Vice versa darling. Sure you elbowed me in the face when i glomped you hahha but it's ok.. LOL You've been a rock in my life and my emotional see-saw partner.I've depended on you a lot to cheer me up to knock sense into me. For endless entertainment. hahaha... We've cried together, laughed together, did the silliest stuff together, partner-ed up to attack douglas, ourwalks home, our wake up calls, our many many stupid stuff... I'm really glad to have known you. i am, you may not know but I've learnt a lot from you. thank you.... really

Emily Goh: hey hey, i still remember how we first met. We didn't even got introduced properly, I was too busy trying to smother petrina hahha.. You must have thought I was Crazy then hehe. mermaid girl, being with you has been a blast, still am very sorry i got angry at you... you're really cool and my fellow tackey and Joe cheng fan hahhaha.... You've always put others before you no matter what and I really admired you for that. Heads up girl, next year may be a little tough, but you are not alone. And you never will be. Cuz I/we are always always here for you when you need us or even when you don't need us. You'll never be rid of me hehe.

Natalie: Hey babe, out of all of us, I think you've always been the most sensible one. Sure you go crazy with us but you were never the emo- wreck, you've always been strong and cheerful and you've always been there to catch us when we fall. To help us solve our problems, basically, you're the most sane one amongst all of us and thank god for that cuz we all know we need sanity in our lives. hahah.. You've been wonderful darling kudos to You! Stay strong darling, but if you can't don't worry. We are always here as well.

Roy: Dude, you may not know this but you've earned my respect. Sure you are king of emo, but how do i say this... you were always there when any of us needed a listening ear and you provided sound advice, To me, you're a person who's very very strong, and fun to be ard with and has great fashion sense9extra points to you). Your photography skills always leave me standing in awe. And I'm really really glad that I got to know you. Things wouldn't be the same without you.

Tim: hey hey.. TIM! it's always fun bickering with you! hahah.. thanks for your concern and your realist comments. I'll miss your communist/ vampires talks and stuff. It's been a lot of fun with you around. Sorry that we broke your habit for meditation. hahha... but i swear to god I never ever laughed so hard for so long before! hahah.. Thank you for being the stalker for me this year though i never really asked it of you hehe. Thank you for the book as well, it's a very interesting read. thank you tim, for everything basically.

For my T31 pple. .This is long overdued.

Petrina Tan: Hey babe, thanks for always calming me down when i was angry for always caring for everyone so much for everything that you did. You've touched me for ur concern for everyone and you've been a great friend =D Don't stress yourself so so much... Remember you can't always save the world... don't take it all on by yourself.

Lynette: hehe my dear dear friend!!! Thanks for always being there to nag me to bug me for me to bug for laying stupid games with me. You've been great. It's amazing how you can always keep a very fair point of view on everything. For being concerned for me and everything... you've been there for me and I'll be there for you too LOVES!

Anisha : Thanks babe for always playing the blonde with me hahah and for always rushing after me when i stomped out of the classroom. You're really really cute and my life would never been the same without you cuz you are so so cute and endearing. you're a very sweet person and i love watching you argue with pple it's so so entertaining.. esp when you quarrel with dylan heheheh and I'm glad to have known you guys. really.

kah ming : hehehhe our darling chinese rep! Sorry if i've teased you mercilessly this year. I had fun knowing you. You are a person of principles and when you don't like someone, you'll express it (albeit Anisha) for that i really respect the both of you. You're a person who works hard for what she wanna gets. Thank you a lot for bearing with my nonsense in class. Thank you.

Fiona : my dear ex- lao po fifi, being with you had been senseless random fun. it 's always been a blast laughing withh you and watching you lose balance, by communicating with you in Gibberish and annoying KM with it. Drawing random stuff (your dragon) watching how you tease everyone... doing a hundred and one stupid stuff with me has been a blast! you are a darl who helps pple to really open up to you.. can't wait to see you in school again.

For the AI pple:

Jes: Thank you babe for everything. for making me little stuff for making me laugh for talking to me late into the night. For being there always. for listeing to my lame theories for watching embarass myself in KBOX and at pool hehe... Sure we haven't seen much of each other thi year. but everytime we meet up it's as if we never been seperated. we still got so much to talk about and it's always easy to talk to you. i lub euu many many....

Angie: Wow... our what? 11th yr? gosh tt's like more than a decade! hahha Here's to many many more decades to come. thanks for always being there... I'll never forget everything that we ever did. because it etched deeply into my memory... take care dear. remember we are jian jian 3 ren zhu! heheh

The Group: yes You guys are a collective because what i wanna say to the 3 of you is the same and has been said before. What more can I ask for? You guys have a special place in my heart. I know that regardless whatever our friendship will always be the same. thank you for being the constant in mmy life, for listening to me whine for every single thing that we've ever did.. and yes ding you still owe me booze hehe....

Ahh.. this has been a really long post... but i hoped you guys enjoyed it.. i think... you guys mean a lot to me. Life will never be the same without any of you. and everyday i thank the creator for giving me my life my family and friends. all of you.. .thank you.. here's one to 2006 and one more for year 2007.

Hello! This post is one day late but nvm.. heheh... Yesterday was the drama gathering/ X'mas party/ potluck/ BBQ! IT was fun fun fun!
we kickstarted the afternoon off with me waiting for claire and pet came to meet me.. then after that was a SPEND lunch... It's been ages since we last went out together as SPEND and only SPEND... partially due to the reason no one else could make it except SPEND... hahahah Anyways, we had a very filling lunch at Crystal Jade.. Crystal jade OWNS Ding Tai Feng's ass anyday man! haha.. we walked ard orchard then i went to find angie then Jes and MET CARL!!!!! hehehhe then from there we went to J8 to buy all the necessary stuff and Onto audrey's Condo.. poor girl was sick... but she joined us for a short while... there was so much food... binni and sondra brought pasa and chicken wings and crab sticks and hot dogs jo brought brownies crenshaw brought sushi someone brought jelly.. the rest brought drinks and chips... we had fun bbq-ing and throwing charcoal... and thankfully there was very lil rain and it let up later on... then jen arrived with DRINKS!!! me doug and pet were emo when we were drinking.... then i drank dam nfast... then had barcardi coke and mixed barcardi with lotsa stuff.. weee... was super flushed... but was ok... but damn funny walking ard in the pool and the jacuzzi.. binni was emo-ing by himself then we went to ka jiao him... then aud tan called me.. had a short talk with her.. then we were trying to drag pple into pool and all.. and i put ice into ali's shirt whilst pet t put it into pet g's shirt... we ended the nite off with i NEH... .which was quite fun lol.. nad i accidently poured barcardi onto pet's leg..... SRY! then aftertt they mixed the bardi with the remaining sparkling juice.... and binni got tipsy on tt... i was hogging Emi's Hals and b4 i got home i flushed a bottle of watter down my system... All was FUN!!!

loves man.. we shld have more gatherings like this.. Merry Christmas guys!

Ello guys,
sorry i haven't been updating... writer's block...
MASQUERADE NITE '06 is over!!!!!!!!!
I won't say it was a blasting success... BUT it went smoothly! and I had fun! thank ou lord for the YEC thank you lord for everything. And thank you guys for coming!!! really!!!! hahahha

o wells.... things have been ok recently it's like gone to a chi. doctor go home watch it started with a kiss and stay home go to cc and come home.. finally tml i'm gg Kbox!!!!!!! had a gd dream last nite <3

o wells btw I know what to do about my future. Here's a brief guideline

Next year, from june onwards i'm taking a break from cc to conc on my a's then from dec onwards i'll backpack Europe! *one must have dreams*
then i know what i wanna do with my life.. i wanna do event management!!! or be a wedding planner.. either one..... baking will be my sideline passion muahahahahahha
and me and kass have a list of what we are goin accomplish before we hit 30. The wants are simple yet more often than not it's the hardesst to achieve.. o wells like i said one can dream


yesyes i'm bored..... And my gd fren is back to visit me at nite after a long period of time.... i welcome it not..

The Suay-ness strikes back

Ladies and Gentlemen, The 100th post of teatime with Serena is going to be spent on reading her rants about how unlucky 4th december is for her and her fellow Toh families and how it implicates Serena's friends. Read on for more details.


Starting of the day, I was brushing my teeth... when I came out my brother told me that our flush has spoiled again and our SCV had exploded and gone up in flames. Whoopee I thought.. no TV for the day. BUT that was ok cuz I'll be going out later so no problem.I can live without the TV... Then breakfast.. me and my bro poured chilli into a container w/o realising there were lil holes in it. This equals chilli on table. But that's ok too... because chilli can be wiped off. Then I called Club Rainbow, Ends up Vanessa was on MC = to me going down tomorow to get the stuff.
My mom had some trouble with her boss today.. purely her boss's fault.. = suay as well.

So i went down to the CC then all things were alright and I went to pass Pet G her stuff. After leaving her pet t binni nat and doug, I tripped and fell in front of a busstop full of people and scraped my knee and my ankle swelled to the size of a tennis ball. I had to call for help = the rest of them trooped down and became my crutches and tried to piggy back me and stuff.. = to me feeling very bad... and i hopped with my right leg= to aching right leg. After a gaziliion hours, i finally reached the CC. and then the rest had to put up with my smart mouth while bandaging my ankle and clening my wounds.. I bet they wished I injured my mouth instead.. Hehe.. I kid guys I kid...I'm really sorry and thankful really.. Just that I felt so inadequate.... and stuff.... My own insecurities... Sorry guys. Sorry I was so subborn as well which lead to the fustration in you guys... Sorry.. But i couldn't go home.... And I had stuff to delegate and so on cuz now that I'm gonna be outta the picture for few days. Really sorry. And.... my leo part is really..... iritating.. I try to be strong I try not to let people see that I'm weak... and idon't care about my own health as much as I should... So I'm sorry.. I really am. And i have to apologize to my fellow YEC members as well for bailing on them even though I dun want to bail on them. Sigh
So i went home in a taxi.. got scolded by my mom= my bro shouting back at her= to a whole lot of shouting and tears on my part, but whatever... it's okay and It's over and my mom re bandaged my ankle and stuff and i'm now on the roller chair.... hoisting my leg up... feeling handicapped....... praying hard that I can recover in 2 days so i can go down and help on thursday or friday. AND THAT I CAN MAKE IT FOR SAT....
sigh...
I knew I've been living too blessed a life. The suayness strikes back indeed.

Queen of Marvel VS Capcom

went out today to go buy some stuff for baking and get vouchers for masquerade nite and to accompany doug to buy his contacts. Doug was late AGAIN but nvm.. he was being very nice and offered to treat me to a meal. So we went Pasta Mania to eat. He ordered creamy chicken and i just ordered the starwberry thingy dessert which was not cold = NOT nice... jk... hahha it's ok la... Doug as usual didn't finish.. but thank god he didn't puke.. whew. *heaves sigh of great relief* then we walked around getting the vouchers then we decided to go time zone play time crisis 4. BUT time crisis 4 too many pple.. so we went and play one very stupid game.. ok fine i went to play one very stupid game then he played jurassic park then we played some shooting game which was quite fun but the gun was super heavy... aching hands.. then we wanted to play ddr, i was goin to play just to laugh at myself. BUT there was someone there already. SO we went to play marvel vs capcom. *snigger* we had 6.50 in our card so i used 0.50. while that boy used 6 bucks and topped up 2bucks more. this equates to me winning him 16 games!!!!! in a row thank you very much. Highly ego boosting but awfully tiring on the fingers and forearm. He almost won me once. ALMOST.. like one more hit and i will die.. actually one more finger and I will die. but surprise surprise i managed to kill him in one blow which came as a shock to both of us. We were damn noisy when playing that game la. We were giving running commentaries and OS for our characters in chinese... things like that hurt ok? DIE! and er... humans are made out of flesh too ok?... stuff like that and shouting loudly like a couple of idiots... -_-.. which resulted to us being super AA and draining ourselves of energy... felt guilty after playing for so long... heheh.. so tonight I'll study one Chapter of bio. and no that chapter is not enzymes. Then I feel like baking tralala.. so might do that tonight or tomorow morning.

and I'm re thinking my life.. so i shall start by trying to cut down on my lies and vulgarities. Note that today I haven't uttered a single vulgarity yet. hehe. And i PLAN to swim at least twice a week and drink that thingy for 4 meals a week and that tea everyday and run at least once a week ... ladida.. DETERMINATION hahhahha...
next saturday.. scary~