Monday, November 13, 2006,
Hello you......hello youyou at the back of my headI've seen your face a number of timesBut i've never faced you that's allHello youthe bringer of my painhow do you always manage it?To pull me back in when i got outhow do i fall under your spell?yea you... you never did know how deeply i felt for you... you never will know how much i loved you.. you never did know how much you can affect me. you always say the things that caused me to fall... for you... I know i don't like you now... not like before... but You still continue to affect me.. my heartbeat... and my actions... Ding said you can love someone til it hurts.. but once the hurting stops, all that remains is still the love... I hate you... or at least i wish i was able to... If one day I ever manage to hate you... these are the reasons whyI hate you because you never know how much you affect meIhate you for always managing to pull me back in when I think I'm out.I hate you for not telling me...I hate you because it came too lateI hate you because... i loved you....Ican't help it.. i dun feel that way for you anymore... but you'll always be here... deep inside here... and it kills me at time... But i'm being too harsh.. you never promised anything.. and i never really wanted anything... i waited without wanting anything except for your happiness.... fate is just not on our side.. that's why we keep missing each other.... Idunno what i want anymore.. nothing? something? anything? I dunno.... I'm tired of being lonely....To kass.. I need a friend with benefits!!! hahhahahhahaha
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