Monday, November 27, 2006 2:13 PM
THE RULES:
BOLD the statements that are true to you. ITALISE the statements that you wish are true. leave the Fibs alone. then; stab five people to do the same test and leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged.

i miss somebody right now.
i don't watch tv these days.
i wear glasses or contact lenses.
i love to play video games.
i've tried marijuana.
i have been in a threesome.
i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
i believe honesty is usually the best policy.
i curse sometimes.(a lot)
i have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
i'm totally smart.
i've broken someone's bones.
i'm paranoid sometimes. (often)
i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, f.o.c and scar-free.
i need money right now.
i love sushi.
i talk really, really fast.(sometimes)
i have long hair.
i have lost money in Las Vegas.
i have at least one sibling.
i have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
i couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
i like the way i look.
i have a lot of mood swings.
i have a hidden talent.
i'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
i have a lot of friends.
i am currently single.
i have pecked someone of the same sex.
i enjoy talking on the phone.
i practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
i love to shop.
i would rather shop then eat.
i don't hate anyone. (i dunno quite frankly speaking)
i'm a pretty good dancer.
i'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
i have a cell phone.
i believe in God.
i watch MTV on a daily basis.
i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
i have rejected someone before.
i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
i have changed a diaper before.
i've called the cops on a friend before.
i'm not allergic to anything.
i have a lot to learn.
i've been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
i am shy around the opposite sex. [i make better friends with guys.. what do you think?]
i have tried alcohol before.
i have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
i own the "South Park" movie.
i would die for my best friends. [if they are worth me dying at all... HAHAH.. kidding i would.. but it really depends on who my best friends are rite? you'll never know]
i think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
i have used my sexuality to advance my career.
i love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is fun because you get candy.
i watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
i am happy at this moment.
i'm obsessed with guys.
i have more than just my ears pierced.
i walk barefoot wherever i can.
i have jumped off a bridge.
i love sea turtles.
i spend ridiculous money on makeup.
i plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (unless u count travelling the world one....)
i'm proficient in a musical instrument. (music idiot)
i've worked at McDonald's restaurant.
i hate office jobs.
i love sci-fi movies.
i think water rules.
i went college out of state.
i like sausages.
i love kisses.
i fall for the worst people.
i adore bright colours.
i can't live without black eyeliner. (i lived without it before... i like it but i can definately live w/o it)
i don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
i usually like covers better than originals.
i can pick up things with my toes.
i can't whistle.
i can move my tongue in waves.
i have ridden/owned a horse.
i still have every journal I've ever written in.
i can't stick to a diet.
i talk in my sleep.
i try to forget things by drowning them with distractions. (sometimes)
climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
i have jazz in my blood.
i wear a toe ring.
i have a tattoo.
i can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
i am a caffeine junkie.
i cosplay/know what cosplaying is.
i have been to over 15 conventions.
i will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
i'm an artist.
i only clean my room when necessary.
i like a person of the same sex




tt's it

quiz stolen from kahming's blog


1. How old do you wish you were? 12... i was really happy then.....
2. Where were you when 9/11 happened? Home?
3. What do you do when vending machines steal your money? I'll keep pressing the refund button then kick it...
4. Do you consider yourself kind? er.. no idea..
5. If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be? lower back or i dunno...
6. If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? Japanese
7. Do you know your neighbours? a lil?
8. What do you consider a vacation? overseas... enjoying myself with no strings attached.. being able to walk where i want and take photos?
9. Do you follow your horoscope? sometimes when i have nothing better to do? lol
10. Would you move for the person you love? I dunno.. my friends and family are equally impt to me
11. Are you touchy-feely? rather...
12. Do you believe that opposites attract? ya.. in a fatal kinda way...
13 .... er.. where did 13 go?
14. Favourite TV channels? no preference....
15. Favourite place to go on weekends? no particular favourite place....
16. Showers or baths? no bathtub so showers i guess
17. Do you paint your nails? sometimes.. when i'm extrely bored
18. Do you trust people easily? too easily for my own good
19. What are your phobias? not sure.. being left behind and alone... heights? thousands of ants or any other insects crawling up my body
20. Do you want kids? hmm? Apperantly acc. to kass i'll have 5... 3 boys 2 girls.... >.<
21. Do you keep a handwritten journal? ya but i hardly write in it anymore
22. Where would you rather be now? In Japan or another cold not wet countries.
23. Who makes you warm and fuzzy? Dong bang shin ki <3
24. Heavy or light sleeper? rather heavy ba.....
25. Are you paranoid? kinda.. ask doug hahhaha
26. Are you impatient? definately
27. Who can you relate to? er...er...er...no one?
28. How do you feel about interracial couples? anything
29. Have you been burned by love? *laughs maniacally* what love?
30. What's your pick-up line? Hello? i dunno.. none i guess
31. What's your main ringtone on your mobile? mainly silent mode other times it's er. guan huai fang shi
32. What were you doing at midnight last night? just got home... washing my face...
33. What did the last text on your mobile say? Hey I'm hm ready gal.Thanks.take care & Nitez =)... there you have it word for word from kanitha, my junior
34. Whose bed did you sleep in last night? mine
35. What colour shirt are you wearing? my class tee so.. orange black and white
36. Most recent movie you watched? HAPPY FEET!!!!!
37. Name three things you have on at all times? phone, my pod... and my wallet
38. What colour are your bedsheets? to many to count
39. How much cash do you have right now? 4.. I'm broke ok?
40. What's your favourite part of the chicken? Drumstick
41.What's your favourite town/city? If it's places I'v gone to then it's lake district London.
42. I can't wait till... I can go for overnight stays.. i know sad rite?
43. What did you have for dinner last night? Fried rice barbaqued chicken hotdogs chips fries (large variety low quantity )
44. How tall are you barefoot?1.595 metres yes I'm particular abt that 0.005 ok? I'm insecure...
45. Do you own a gun? Nope.. not even a water one
.46. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? milk or orange juice
47. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years? I dunno......
49. What songs do you sing in the shower? any random songs that pop into my head
50. Last thing that made you laugh? stupid song game we played yesterday at the chalet which made me lose my voice
51. Worst injury you ever had? badly twisted ankle
52. Does someone have a crush on you? had
53. What's your favourite candy? hmm........ too many
54. What song do you want played at your funeral? Angel... hahha. .Pet g and kass should know
55. Eight people to do this? You guys do if you wanna

lost my voice.....

went to saras's chalet at sentosa yesterday.. didn't do much stayed in the sea for a good 3 hours... not much sun.. went to do the bbq... that was fun! hahah... then saras' mom came with like containers and containers of food... eternally grateful for that.. played some sing song game marveled once again at rajes' voice.. that woman was born to sing! then lost my voice.. towards the end of the game i was sounding like Toni braxton which caused some of them to go DUDE you sound like a dude. lol... throat was hurting badly when i went home... I still can speak but i keep going out of tune now... can't find the honey in my house.... >.< dang it's been long since i last lost my voice hahha.... i dun even lose my voice when shouting camp cheers... I always lose it when i sing loudly though.. cuz the last time i did was at a mass.... hahhaha...
nevertheless had fun yesterday... Going to sembawang sec on monday to check out the place...

1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.

2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2,
WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER? Number 1: 7
Number 2:11 (dun ask)

3.BESIDE the NUMBERS 3 & 7,WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.
Number 3: Douglas Leow.
Number 7: Yong quan

4. WRITE ANYONE NAME(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...) next to 4, 5, & 6.
NUmber 4: Pet G aka airhead
Number 5: Mom
Number 6: Rajes

5.WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10, & 11Number
8: A lonely september
9: Joy to the world
10: Never alone
11: Alone.

1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE YOU MUST TELL ABOUT THIS GAME is found inSPACE 2
11? nuh uh...

2.THE PERSON IN SPACE 3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE
ok.... awkward silence.... yes LEOW BAI WEI I 'LOVE' YOU so much!!! you do know I'm kidding rite?

3.THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is inSPACE 7
this is shockingly true

4.YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put inSPACE 4
Airhhead be honoured hor i care most about you ok?
lol
5.THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHOKNOWS YOU VERY
My mom? i guess... that woman lives with me...

6.THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS THE YOURLUCKY STAR
rajes? I'll put a photo of u in my pencil box incase i have exams

7.THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THEPERSON IN NUMBER 3
A lonely september... *awkward silence again* I'm not even gonna comment...o wait i just did

8.THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THEPERSON IN 7
Joy to the world? WTF? joy to the world?

9.THE 10TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUTYOUR MIND
never alone... ok.... er.. idunno what to say

10.AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOUFEEL ABOUT LIFE
ALONE???? o's i am sad...... just like my pod quiz... just sad

11.NUMBER 1 IS YOURLUCKY NUMBERYeah it has alws been.

You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.Being emotionally inhibited you have no alternative at this time but to be a 'watcher' rather than a 'doer'. At this time you feel as if you are being forced to compromise and stand back. But this is not the true you. Deep down there is that warm 'open' you which is awaiting the moment to burst forth - maybe like the chrysalis which will soon become the butterfly.As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realise all your ambitions.

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg
damn this is accurate.....

I'm all better now....



LOCC OFFICIALLY ENDED AT 138 DAYS! Life is sweet~ (all puns intended)

went to some cc appreciation thing today.. food was good went away all inspired.. teh terik performance was good... damn nervy pants for masquerade nite now... i dun care u guys must come! nervous that no one will turn up.. nobody will play the games.. nobody likes the food nobody dress up nobody wear mask.. nobody dance.... performances screw up..... You see... I'm a very optimistic pessimist... I can name u a hundred and one things that will screw up.... and I'll JUST DIE! *yes people I'm back! Me in full force armed with Coke!* *laughs manically* I'm so pumped up! yeah baby.. in case u were wondering.. there was free flow of coke today.. ladida... anyways.. just wanna say love u all lots.... will do decent stuff that i told pple i'll do for them asap.... <3

my images are coming back... and i'm scared.... the fact that i actually want to do scares me more... i dunno whether i can hold it in anymore.... Lord.. don't let me lose to myself.....

thank you lord.. for Kass and Ali...

I owe you guys...

Hello you......



hello you
you at the back of my head
I've seen your face a number of times
But i've never faced you that's all

Hello you
the bringer of my pain
how do you always manage it?
To pull me back in when i got out
how do i fall under your spell?


yea you... you never did know how deeply i felt for you... you never will know how much i loved you.. you never did know how much you can affect me. you always say the things that caused me to fall... for you... I know i don't like you now... not like before... but You still continue to affect me.. my heartbeat... and my actions... Ding said you can love someone til it hurts.. but once the hurting stops, all that remains is still the love... I hate you... or at least i wish i was able to... If one day I ever manage to hate you... these are the reasons why
I hate you because you never know how much you affect me
Ihate you for always managing to pull me back in when I think I'm out.
I hate you for not telling me...
I hate you because it came too late
I hate you because... i loved you....


Ican't help it.. i dun feel that way for you anymore... but you'll always be here... deep inside here... and it kills me at time... But i'm being too harsh.. you never promised anything.. and i never really wanted anything... i waited without wanting anything except for your happiness.... fate is just not on our side.. that's why we keep missing each other.... Idunno what i want anymore.. nothing? something? anything? I dunno.... I'm tired of being lonely....


To kass.. I need a friend with benefits!!! hahhahahhahaha

Does your name begin with: S
For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet.. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the rightperson to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

hmm true... to a large extent

AUGUST
Loves to joke touche
Attractive i laugh
Suave and caring i dunno about suave...
Brave and fearless ok la
Firm and has leadership qualities nah... easily swayed
Knows how to console others on the contary.. Isuck at it... real bad
Too generous and egoistic true
Takes high pride of oneself alil..
Thirsty for praises who isn't?
Extraordinary spirit er you judge
Easily angered depends on which spot you hit
Angry when provoked who isn't?
Easily jealous fine.. iadmit this
Observant to some.. otherwise i'm rather oblivious
Careful and cautious nope.. hardly
Thinks quickly
Independent thoughts
Loves to lead and to be led whatever
Loves to dream
Talented in the arts, music and defence music idiot.. cannot draw for nuts... you were saying something?
Sensitive but not petty i guess
Poor resistance against illnesses stupid flu bug
Learns to relax WTF?
Hasty and rushy yep... read above abt the careful and cautious part
Romantic yea...
Loving and caring i guess
Loves to make friends

Leo

Turn ons

If you have Leo partner respect him and his majestic manners. Accept the advice of Leo, the lion, as he is the king of the jungle. It is the sign of a showman so if your partner does everything in grand style enjoy it. Do lavish Leo`s frequently with compliments and see them purr like a cat. They fall easily for flattery and want to be center of attraction of all eyes (sometimes they can be quiet theatrical too).

Turn offs

Never ever hurt the ego of a Leo. Pride, ego and vanity are some of the bags all Leo`s always carry with them. Do not touch these bags. An authoritative Leo is even more difficult to handle in such circumstances. Leo is a sunny sign so they do not like people who are gloomy or depressed. Even if you are crying at heart ke ep a sunny smile on your lips and then let lion take the charge and remove all worries from your life.



er.. you guys be the judge

totally random conversation that i had on the mrt with pet whilst emi emos away.. yes this is a filler until further notice....

Me: My favourite choice of housing is definately the penthouse
Pet: yea mine too. the two floors kind I'll knock down all in the walls on the first floor and the rooms will all be n the second floor
Me: Yep and the balcony will have an open air jacuzzi.. can you imagine being in a jacuzzi looking down at the rest of the world?
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the 2 rattles on about the type of stairs they want et cetra
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Me: But the penthouse is kinda big for one person to live in...
Pet: Get dogs... *cracks some joke which i cannot remember now* *laughs*
Me:*laughs**ponders before speaking* but you'll be working most of the time cuz you gotta earn quite a decent amount to pay for the penthouse and everything... so you won't be able to take care of it.. then it's quite cruel....
Pet: true
Me: I'll get a roomie
Pet:*in a matter of fact tone* Roomies are dangerous *laughs*
Me: *laughs* *in a desperate plea* I'll...I'll get a FRIEND!
both burst into loud laughter......


yesyes i actually got stuff to blog about but those stuff i have to think nicely to give them enough credit so must put in effort so not now... LOL..... therefore a totally pointless filler as an example of how random our conversations can get.. and how bad our jokes can get when we are damn bored on a long mrt journey home.

random msn convo btwn me and pet

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:28:44 PM)
anyway, i gtg. dad bugging me abt my leg

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:28:47 PM)
okie

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:28:49 PM)
shoo

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:28:52 PM)
wait

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:28:53 PM)
wait

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:28:57 PM)
newsflasht

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:29:02 PM)
o spoil ur day

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:29:05 PM)
8to

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:29:15 PM)
yeah?

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:29:19 PM)
driving age for our year has offficailly changed to 21

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:29:26 PM)
1988 is the last batch

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:29:30 PM)
bleedy hell

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:29:41 PM)
ARE YOU F****** serious?!?!?

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:29:51 PM)
WTF!!!!!! DAMN THE BLOODY ----!!!

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:29:51 PM)
kass just told me

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:29:52 PM)
and yes

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:29:54 PM)
RAH!!!!!!!!!

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:30:00 PM)
i feel like whining like a bitch now

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:30:10 PM)
FOOGLY PIECE OF DAMMIT SHIT!

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:30:19 PM)
MOVE OVER, BIG BITCH COMING THROUGHT!

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:30:23 PM)
LOL

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:30:29 PM)
*THROUGH

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:30:31 PM)
dun make me post this on my blog

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:30:35 PM)
u know what i just mite

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:30:36 PM)
LOL

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:30:40 PM)
OOH... POST IT

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:30:43 PM)
HAHA.

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:30:44 PM)
ok

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:30:46 PM)
hahhaha

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:30:54 PM)
WTF WTF WTF WTF... NOT HAPPY

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:31:06 PM)
sux0r for all of us

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:31:11 PM)
1989 batch

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:31:14 PM)
u sad losers

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:31:19 PM)
guinea pig batch

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:31:25 PM)
and this is the thanks u get

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:32:07 PM)
FOOGLY SHIT OF A CRAPPYHEADED ASSHOLIC ---- MORONS

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:32:12 PM)
RAHH...

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:32:16 PM)
ok

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:32:28 PM)
i'll leave tt part outta the blog post

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:32:33 PM)
ANYWAY, PISSED OFF BIG BITCH GOTTA GO.

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:32:53 PM)
lemme rant and grumble in my Nightmare

move to my rhythm. now step back. Elleira says: (11:32:59 PM)
nitey nite

Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. says: (11:33:22 PM)
nite

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