Thursday, August 24, 2006,
BLEAHomg man.. skipped school today.. got a little bit of reading done.. trying to work on my pw now... have been returning extremely late recently due to drama.. shan't complain cuz i see people with more workloads and they go home later.... can't take the nagging from my parents.. grr... and my bro.. know it's for my own good but heck...

Guys.. If you all are free on the 31st of August wanna catch a play? Cjc drama club is putting up a production "the panoticon" from 7.30 pm to 9 pm... It's like a thriller based play.. kinda... tickets are selling for 5 bucks each... pay double and we give you one free LOL... contact me if you guys are interested... maybe we can grab drinks after the production or something lol....
yea.. i'm not acting... doin makeup& a lil bit of props.. lol... but the play is pretty cool.. seriously and objectively speaking....
I scare myself sometimes.. esp during yesterday's morning prayer and during eve's monologue... very vivid images... had to stop and breathe... need to not be alone... Should I Stay
By Dreamz FM
Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?
Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart
The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down
My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?
This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same
I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…
6:03 PM