Wednesday, February 01, 2006,
Jealous lion's roarI don't know what i know anymore... I don't know what to think anymore... I'm jealous.. that's identified and isolated... but tt's the only thing i know.. the rest that i know is all topsy turvy... i even know things that i'm not suppose to know.. he doesn't know i know and lies to hide... I'm not telling him i know either... everybody has a reason to lie... it ain my business to expose them... but it hurts.. deeply... I'm tired of knowing... maybe i should just stop... you know.. knowing... it's draining me emotionally. and it's killing me inside...sch's been fine a lil tiring... visited angie at her work place today... hmm... drained... i offta.. i dunno.. do my gp or something...
7:23 PM
