Santa for a day

went ard yishun passing my gifts to others.... lalal ..had lunch at ym and yq hse.... nice.. felt guilty.. caused i caused the things to topple and ming got angry at his bro... i still feel responsible for it... i hate it when he's angry.... cuz i feel so helpless... then i also 害ming zai bang his head and shoulder on the bed post... got swelling somemore.. gomen ne~... i today bring suay luck to you... really really very sorry... the gingerbread man too hard le... sobx.. i knew it.... sian... my bad my bad... but thier hse quite fun la.. .all his family members there.. his bro gf also there hahha....
nts: never wear a cap in their house.. :P

wanted to hand angie her present personally but.. she's working so ask her mom to pass it to her... glad she liked it tho....

had a small talk wif ming on the way to her house... all his fault... just when everything in my life has come to a standstill... in a nice comfrotable way.. then he go and say those things... make me so unsettled again.. the sick lurching feeling is there again la... esp when i saw his nickname just now... was so tempted to reply to his nic... but ..never la.. of course... haiz haiz.... haiz... so confused..... all his fault la.... i don't wanna be pulled into this whirlpool again...i know that there will be no ending... no result just empty rejection... nothing will ever come out of it.... but like i told ming la 有时做朋友也是一种幸福.haiz....

ar... wateva la... Merry Christmass all! I'm gonna fra lala my way outta here...