Haiz...

I see you... I hear you... I can perhaps even touch you.. yet I cannot feel you. where's your heart? I dunno I can't feel it.. Isn't that just so sad... I'm with you yet at the same time you're not with me... I long to let you know that dun be afraid to cry.. there's no need to set up your derfnces.. But those words can never come out of my mouth.. cuz you will only try to act more tough and set up more defences.. there's nothing.. absolutely nothing I can do...god...